my 1st project

walaupon sebok dgn keje rmh + menjaga anak2 aku cuba jgk mencuri mase utk menjahit beads.ye la kalo dah minat sng sket.kalo tak minat tu yg pyh sket...start dgn menjahit beads kt bj sendr dulu.org tgk mesti tanye "bape RM ko antar tempah ni?"  (dlm ati : aku jahit sendr jek.nak juling mata ok!).hahaha.ramai yg terkejut bile dgr aku jahit sendr.gigih kan?haruslahhh...tp mostly tukang2 jahit ni xsuke jahit2 beads ni.sbb mase yg diperlukan byk,tp upahnye tak bape byk.camne tu?nak siap 1 bj mau amik mase 2-3 days depends on the design and how heavy it is kan.tp cas 100-200 je utk 1 bj.compared to freelance make up, make up org 2 jam dah bleh dpt 100-200.lg cpt + lumayan kan.

tp ape2 pon ni sume bergantung pd minat.make up pon aku minat jgk cuma mase tdk mengizinkan.aku perlu mencr sesuatu aktiviti yg home based.sng nak monitor anak and bile dieorg sume tido bleh la menjahit jap.aku cuba jgk la promote2 kt kwn2 sekolah,kwn2 off dan kakak sendr.hahaha.kena la start ngan org terdkt dulu kan.yg antar tempah kt tailor beratus-ratus tu pon aku tgk hasilnye takde la cantik mane pon.kt blkg kain tu benang bersimpang siur.pastu cas org smp RM200 and the beading xde la heavy mane pon. aku pnh antar tempah kt 1 tailor ni,jahit 3 line je dkt leher + lengan cas smp RM100.as for me,aku ikt bajet org.kalo die kate nak below RM100 aku buat la simple sket.kalo die kate nak heavy aku ltk la diamond bsr2 tu lebih + beadingnye heavy + meriah giteww...

so as a promo aku tunjuk bj aku dulu :

ni baju raya aku thn ni 

and this is my 1st customer punye baju :

memandangkan pemakainye seorg yg bertudung aku buat beads die kt bwh sket.sbb kalo dah terttp ngan tudung tak nampak la lip lap lip lap nye nnt kan? heheh

ni kt bhgn bwh tgn.die nak yg simple sket.so aku ltk la 2 kelopak bunga ni je.huhu

jd kpd sesiapa yg berminat bleh la msg aku ye.tp kalo nak pakai utk raya hj tak sempat dah la.raya thn dpn bleh.heheh.tp bj2 camni tak semestinye mase raya je bleh pakai.g off pon ape salahnye kan.skali skala bergaya mesti seronok.huhu.

gonna have a fulled weekend this week. till then bye2...

Qaseh 1st trip

we just know abt the trip when teacher show me the permission letter dat day.esk dah nak kena antar br aku hegeh2 nak membacanye.nsb the trip was few days after.if not kena la aku ambik EL dan bos aku harus menjeling kan.br start keje for 2 weeks dah ambik EL.

at this age die tak phm lg pon psl lawatan2 ni.but at least she get an exposure dgn keadaan luar kan.the trip headed to Planetarium + Deer Land in Jalan Perdana.we have decided to join the trip but we are not following the bus instead we went on our own.kalo g same2 nnt mesti die asik berkepit ngan bpk die je and refused to join the group.so dah xjd school trip la kan.tak syok la camtu.we want her to be independent and behave when we r not around.

smp je situ kitaorg jln sendr2 and bumped into the group.nampak je daddy die terus ngade2 die smp.xnak jln and suh daddy die dukung.we tried to get her down so she can enjoyed the time with her frens.hilang je muke bpk die terus die nangis.cikgu die plak kena pujuk + dukung die.sian plak teacher die kan.mane nak handle the other kids while carrying Qaseh lg kan.nak xnak daddy  kena la jgk ambik die.mmg anak bpk...

 tgk la tu asik berkepit je ngan daddy die...

 daddy jgk yg kena xplain.baik daddy je jd teacher camni.hahah

konon2 nak jd angkasawati 1 hr nnt.hahahah

dah abis melawat Planetarium we go to Deer Land plak ye.nsb hr tu mendung + tak pns.so bdk2 ni xde la pnt sgt kan.

 Deer sdg berehet. Qaseh kate "bkn,bkn...HORSE!" yo la horse tu.hahah

 Deer feeding.teacher bg 1 pc of bread each 1 of them.tp Qaseh bkn feed deer,die feed diri die sendr.hahah.

 nak jln ngan daddy jgk...

si gedik bersama daddynye...haihhh

masing2 dah lapar sebnrnye.the the group headed to Mc'D Bandar Utama to have their lunch while me and mr. having our lunch at Pak Din's ikar bakar.dah lame tak mkn kt situ.we were early dat time.so xde la menunggu n berebut ngan org lain.yummmehhh!!

 Qaseh naik "kebus" katenye... (BUS lerrr).hahah

 with the teachers and ms.principal Pn. Natasha.she's so sweet...

 tgk muke bdk mengada.tu pon nak nangis.ambik gambar pon ajak daddy die skali.

they reached their school at 1pm and we pick her up to send her to bb sitt's hse.aku menyelesaikan hal2 luar yg xabis2 lg ni.g Gulatis beli kain,antar g tailor for my fren's wedding.we'll c whether she can do sebjk mcm ni or not ok...tp harga mmg sgt berpatutan.hehe.tx Cik D!

bab perut tu xtau camne nak cover.sbb perut aku tak sekempis perut minah ni rasenye.nnt br fkr.hahah.next mth br siap bjnye.hopefully hasilnye memuaskan.dan pastinye aku akan menempah berpsg2 dress lg di sana.haha.

Back to work

today is the 4th day im back to the off.mmg super duper pnt laa...hr2 kejar time nak tido awal.tp mmg xbleh.paling awal dpt tido is at 10.30pm.tu pon kalo kain dah lipat tak sempat msk dlm almari pon.terdampar je kt hall.hahah.

after the maid left we have no choice by sending them to the bb sitt.luckily Qaseh's teacher offered her mom to take care both of them.plus right now she's handling 2 of her grandchild.so skali jaga je la..every morning mr. in charge of Anggun while me handling Qaseh. i have to wake up earlier than last time due to preparing EBM for Anggun to her bb sitt.after that mandikan Qaseh and get her ready to Smart Reader plak.

so mr. taking charge sending Anggun to bb sitt every morning and pick up Qaseh after school.ptg he has to pick both of them home.mmg nampak memenatkan.kalo mr. ade hal br la aku tlg ambik Qaseh after school n send her to bb sitt hse.

right after aku smp je rmh after work aku akan buat keje rmh ape yg ptt dulu.basuh pinggan mangkuk,basuh bj and kemas la ape2 yg tak sempat di kemas pg tu.seblm bdk2 ni blk usually aku kena siap2 msk dah.coz after dat nak kena feed Anggun,pump lg...

after dinner,kena prepare bj for me + mr. utk g keje esk.tp kalo pnt sgt rembat je la bj mane2 yg xyah gosok.hahah.sbb mmg xleh nak bkk mata dah time tu.b4 tido kena siap2 labeling the EBM.sng bb sitt nak guna.coz cold EBM can last only for 3 days while frozen can last up to 3 mths.so stock2 frozen tu usually guna kalo stock yg aku pump hr2 tu tak ckp.then take up yg frozen tu.usually i'll send 4 bottle of 4oz for Anggun. for now she's having 2oz every 2 hours.supposed 3oz.tp tkt die xbleh nak terima aku bg die 2oz lg.last time pnh bg byk die overload smp muntah ikt idung.kesian plak.mesti sakit kan...lg pon die tak merengek.means she had enuff milk la tu.

tgk la later when she's 3mths br try bg die 3oz plak.so now gi keje mmg kena kelek ber beg2..handbag,bpump beg,cooler beg...haihh.mcm makcik2 dah ni.ahaha.slalu aku pump skali pg b4 nak gi keje,skali lunch time + skali lg b4 tido.so yg mane pump kt rmh tu aku buat stock utk di frozen kan.yg pump kt off tu akan die antar ke bb sitt.sbb ltk die kt tempat sejuk biase je kt frige off.Anggun need abt 10oz from 8am-7pm.tp b4 antar die g rmh bb sitt aku dah feed die siap2.tkt kang dlm perjlnan terkiak-kiak plak.puas mr. nak handle.hahah.

i prefer to store it in a bottle.mmg a bit spacious tp lebih sng nak bwk utk travel + tak tumpah.

Erysha's Elmo B'day Bash!!!

1st Oct genaplah 2 thn umur anak sedara aku yg sorang ni...sgt la hyper skang.tp die tak bape ngam ngan aku sbb aku suke menyakat die.die lebih rapat dgn mr. dr aku.nampak sgt aku bkn seorang mak sedara yg penyayang kan.huhu.

the party was held at A&W, PJ since she likes Mr.Bear so much.plus my sis had invited 2 bloody clown yg kelakar dgn lawak2 die sendr phm.hahaha.the clown entertain the adults more than the kids.sbb most of the kids nampak je die terus nangis.so instead of having fun with the kids die tlh menggerunkan kanak2 itew.kekdahnye die buat lawak die sendr je la.hahah.

it started at 5pm until 7pm.mostly family + close frens je yg dtg.mknan byk and sedap2 jgk.tx to Fad yg sponsor ur polka dot apam.sgt comel + sedap ok! Qaseh was sleeping right after she got into the car.so xsmp ati plak nak kejutkan die.half time br die bgn.tu pon asik berdukung je ngan daddy die due to die tkt ngan Mr.Bear.dr dulu smp hr ni still tkt...haihh

While Erysha were having so much fun with Mr. Bear and the clown.die ni mmg sume benda tak tkt.menari sehabis boleh hr tu.hahah. Last but not least, HAPPY B'DAY ERYSHA.u're a big gal now.jgn nottie ok!hehe

mat kacau

 1,2,3!!!

 we r 1 happy family

 3 dara pingitan.. (dara ke?) hahah

 with our 2 lil' lovely kids

 Elmo cake

 Qaseh with Erysha

sesi pecah pantang @ Jogoya, Starhill

i heard abt this place frm my hubby b4.mmg best la mknan die.tp tak berkesempatan nak ke sane.so when it comes in groupon i dun want to miss it and i bought for me + hubby.tp pyh benor nak adjust time sbb its only for weekdays.pandai kan dieorg ni.buat promo tp not for weekend.saje je..tp still org beli jgk.ade yg smp sangguh ambik cuti.but as for me mmg tgh on maternity leave lg so i can go anytime dat i want.

kitaorg smp agak lewat sbb mr. a day b4 tu kena stay back kt off.pkl 2ptg br die blk rmh.so kasik chance die tido dulu.tub2 nak dkt pkl 8 br smp.the dinner ends at 9.30pm.so mmg xdpt enjoy all the food sgt la.tp awal2 lg aku dah g korek ice cream hagan dazz + new zealand natural tu dulu.sbb kt luar 1 scoop pon dah bape hengget.kt situ its unlimited.so u have it as much as u want.huhuh.i've tried the spegeti, sushi of course, dessert and many more.but still tak puas sbb kena gilir2 ambik mknan and time is so limited for us as we have to handle the kids and time pon dah nak abis kan.hopefully ade lg promotion tu.huhuh..

 new hairstyle..huhuh

 sedap new zealand ice cream...

 1 family

selps 50hr terkurung,akhirnye dpt kuar + mkn puas2.huhuh

 chicky gal

with my 2 lil' princess

ok mari smbg keje semula.1st day ptt update keje yg missed kan.curi tulang plak.hahaha.

my routine for the past 2 weeks

i came back to my home sweet home 10days before my confinement end.sbb dah bosan sgt duk kt kg tak dpt tgk mall.ahahah.kalo dpt ikt mak g beli brg,duk dlm kete pon dah ckp happy.so the 1st day handling my 2 kids on my own mmg agak memenatkan.tp mlm mr. ade la jgk tlg2 tgkkan skali.lg pon tugas2 memasak mmg tergendala sementara.mlm usually mr. dah siap tapaukan mknan utk kami ber 3.rmh takyah kate la.mmg mcm tongkang pecah.brg2 dr kg +  hospital mmg tersadai je dpn hall camtu.xde org yg lrt nak mengemasnye buat mase nih.

my day starts at 9am breastfeeding my lil newborn and also pump it into a bottle.sebelah die minum sebelah simpan utk stok kalo nak kena g mane2 ke kan.skali pump bleh dpt 4oz in the morning.stok ni utk nak antar kt bb sitter skali nnt.tkt nnt dah bz ke ade hal ke tak sempat nak pump and supply susu utk Anggun plak.

pkl 10pg Qaseh bgn tido.mandikan Qaseh and later Anggun plak.mandikan Anggun lambat sket pon takpe sbb pg2 sejuk sgt utk bb kan.dah siap sume,usually Anggun will have a gud sleep after shower sbb die rase bdn dah selesa and perut dah kenyang kan.so time ni aku kena melyn Qaseh plak.time ni la die nak tgk Dibo +Upin die..and sediakan mknan simple2 for her.ala setkt msk nasi and 1 lauk je.bdk bkn memilih sgt kan mcm org tua nak msk lemak cili api la,kari ayam laa.kdg2 dgn telur dadar pon dah ckp.tp kalo buat mi goreng mmg fav die la.setel smp ke ptg.xyah fkr nak bg mkn ape dah lps tu.sbb die akan mkn mi goreng tu smp abis.hahaha.

12pm - lunch time for Qaseh.mengejar nak suap die mkn dkt sejam jgk.nak bg die mkn sendr bleh.tp xlrt nak mengemas nnt.dah la xde bibik skang.nak vacum hari2 tu mmg idok lerr...

every 2 hours aku mesti bfeed Anggun.lesson learn last time bile mls nak bfeed and tak dpt bfeed anak smp bsr sket, Qaseh slalu sakit.antibodi die tak kuat sgt.so sng kena selsema,batuk + demam.so far Anggun ade jgk selsema.sbb aku ni puteri sinus.so kalo mandi mlm tu sure bersin.tp alhamdulillah Anggun xde la selsema smp block pernafasan die ke or meragam.bersin sekali sekala tu ade laa..lg pon umur mcm die mane ade ubat pon.usually doc mmg suh bfeed je utk baikkan die.xde ubat yg lebih baik dr susu ibu.

3pm adalah waktu Qaseh tido.kdg2 Anggun bgn.so 1 down,1 up plak.tp kalo 2-2 down tu mmg heaven la.rase pnt ilang sekjp.paling lame aku dpt tido 2jam.tu pon jarang skali.sbb bile Anggun tido,Qaseh tak tido lg and die slalu melalak menyanyi.aduhhh...everytime aseh menjerit Anggun akan terjaga.tp tepuk2 blk die tido semula.so siang mmg camtu la.mmg jarang la dpt time utk berehat.br je nak lelap si kecik dah smp time utk susu plak.

5.30pm both bgn tido.mandikan both of them.then Qaseh.lps tu Qaseh mesti nak mkn lg.

by 7-8pm br la mr. blk and tlg tgk2 kan dieorg plak.br la dpt mandi dgn tenang and mkn.tu pon kdg2 gilir2.bile die tgk rmh sepah sgt kdg2 die tlg kemas jgk.rimas dah kot.ye la bdk2 main.mane ade yg tak sepah kan.nsb rmh sekangkang kera je.kalo 3 tingkat harus kena kemas 3-3 tingkat skali.hahah

12am br la aku dpt tido.Anggun mmg tido nyenyak skang sejak kami dah sumbatkan die ngan puting.kalo die tak btl2 lapar die mmg takkan bgn.tp aku tak smp ati plak nak biar die lapar lame2.kalo tersedar tu sure aku kejut die bg susu.Anggun ni plak dpt tido mmg lena btl.kalo setkt tenyeh2 kt muke die mmg die xlyn.so cara nak bg die  bgn adalah tkr diaper die.bile dah kena wet tissue tu br la die sedar diri.hhahaha.nak buat camne kan,its for ur own gud jgk.nnt awak jgk yg jd sihat dan kuat.huhu

kalo korang perasan aku xde tulis time aku mkn bile kan.sbb mmg xde pon.breakfast mmg tak sempat lgsg.siap2kan dieorg sume dah smp time lunch.so bile suap Qaseh mkn tu kdg2 aku tumpang je la sesuap 2 utk alas perut.then minum segelas perut supaya tak msk angin.tu la rahsia mak nak trn bdn dgn cpt.huhu

lg seminggu routine harian aku akan bertkr dan menjd lebih padat.tkt pengsan tepi jln je nnt.tp org lain tu bleh je manage 4-5 org anak sendr takkan la 2org anak dah nak pengsan kot.hahaha.

di ambang penghabisan pantang..yeahuu!!

esk ckp 44 hr aku berpantang.wahh,lega gile..seksaan dah tamat.gudbye mknan2 kering.but still kena ctrl jgk mkn sbb aku bfeed Anggun.1st week of confinement aku kt KL.b4 blk kg sempat cek jaundice Anggun lg skali.tkt kena blk nnt kena msk hospital kt kg plak.tak sanggup aku...nsb doc said she's fine but still kena byk bfeed die.sbb reading jaundice die was border the line.

smp sane ade nurse yg tg cek dr rmh ke rmh tu.1st visit die kate nampak ok.2nd day die dtg kate nampak mcm kuning sket plak.die advise g cek kt hospital.luckily the reading was ok sbb bacaan tu ikt umur die jgk.kalo tinggi,tp br bape hr tu yg kena ddk bwk lampu tu.

Anggun mmg bb yg baik.tp Qaseh lg sng nak jaga compared to her.Anggun sleeps at day time but she will wake up at 3am til subuh.tu yg tak tahan tu.sbb time tu adalah peak time rase ngantuk.bermula la idupku as a zombie.mata dah mcm panda jgn ckp la.ltk concealer bape gelen pon tak jln rasenye.1st week managing her on my own was ok.tp msk 2nd week makin tak tahan.sbb die berjaga smp subuh.at 9am br die tido dgn lenanye.and at that time aku dah xleh tido dah sbb hr dah terang.furthermore,aku kena mlyn lg sorang anak ni.br je nak lelap die dah terpekik-pekik dah.end up aku jd restless...

mkn mmg sgt sedih ek.mkn nasi kosong je.1st week tu.duk hospital lg best ok.sbb for them nak bfeed anak kena la mkn ckp and mkn mknan yg berkhasiat.kalo nasi kosong + kering je ape khasiat yg ade kan.mr. is helping me only on weekends.lega la sket utk 2hr.3rd week br la dpt merasa mknan mcm org lain.dah la aku berpantang dlm bln pose.byk jgk kuih2 yg best aku tak dpt rase.but towards the end of ramadhan dpt la rase sket2...

alhamdulillah susu bdn mmg melimpah ruah.smp bengkak...so mmg hr2 kena pump.skali pump penuh 1 btl.dgn adenye breastpump yg agak canggih iteww dpt la aku simpan stok2 susu tu.yes,medela is highly recommended.tp aku beli medela swing set je.kalo ade 2 pump lebih bgs.sbb bile sebelah tgh,the other side pon sebnrnye stimulate and kuar susu jgk.tp yg tu beribu la plak.harus mr. jeling aku nnt.

cuba2 jgk ajar Anggun bg susu dlm botol.sbb nnt nak keje sng la.mula2 mmg die xnak.tp dah sebln camtu die dah pandai isap kt botol.tp risau org yg menjaganye xnak bg susu tu je.some ppl rase mcm leceh nak kena pnskan la ape la.they prefer bg susu formula je.hopefully bb sitt die nnt ok.i was hoping to bfeed until 2yrs.lebih bgs n save kan.bdn bdk pon kuat sket kalo minum susu ibu ni.

hr raya mmg mcm takde ape sgt thn ni.mostly preparation utk anak2 je.aku ade 1 bj krg ready made je.tu pon tak pakai pon.sbb fkr kang leceh nak bg susu.end up org dtg aku pakai t-shirt je.haha.mlm 1st raya tu aku gatal konon nak ikt mak aku beraya ke rmh mak ngah aku.rase mcm sihat je kan.skali lps blk tu mase nak tido aku rase menggigil.air cond dah ttp,tinggal kipas je.tp rase sejuknye smp ke tlg ok.pg esk bgn pg rase bdn pns semcm je.demam rupenye...bg tau kt mr.suh die buatkan air.dah tak psl2 kena ceramah ngan mak aku.terus duk diam kt rmh tunggu org dtg je.gigih mkn panadol sbb nak baik cpt.alhamdulillah esknye aku rase ok..nak tak nak kena okkan jgk demam tu sbb dat week aku plan nak blk KL.bosan dah sebnrnye.plus xtahan dgr si Qaseh ni duk terpekik,menjerit,menangis tiap2 hr.i need my parents to help me to take care of her.tp die xnak ikt..tu yg jd camtu.hr2 nak suh aku dukung.sian jgk..terpakse la xplain ckp "mummy sakit.." tp kalo tido mlm nak plak die ikut atok die.sbb atok die tido pakai air cond.while mummy xtahan sejuk pakai kipas je.huhu.smp Anggun pon naik ruam.sian die...

and now im back at my home sweet home handling my 2 kids on my own.tx to hubby yg membantu membuat keje2 rmh.memandang kami xde maid and time tu la jgk aku beranak.now kitaorg tgh survey cr bb sitt.and luckily Qaseh's teacher offer mak die utk jagakan both of them.cuma kami blum sempat nak g visit rmh teacher die tu lg.

esk dah bleh party!!!yuhuuu!!!

pic later la letak.huhu








ni lakonan je..sebnrnye die tak sepenyayang tu pon.hhahah