when the baby starts kicking

hi all,im already in 2nd trimester right now.half way down,another half to go..arghh.physically stable sket skang.no more headache + muntah2.cuma rase cramp sket kdg2 time tido.al maklum je la aku ni xsuke mkn vit.hopefully ape yg aku mkn ckp utk menggantikan vit2 tu.haha.skang dah bleh la nak jln2 kt mall ke beli brg dpr ke..mase 1-3mths dulu paling lama bleh window shopping pon 20mins je.kalo nak tgk2 tu mmg idok lerrr..huhuh.mood berjln2 sudah tiba!

skang aku dah start rase baby kicking.awal plak 2nd baby ni.semlm aku amik tgn Mr. suh die rase.die mcm takde perasaan je.sbb dah xperience the 1st one dulu kan.so die mcm tak pelik sgt la.last time 6mths+ br rase kot.ntah2 lg active dr Qaseh nnt.abis la aku nak kena mengejarnye.hahah.tomorrow will be my next check up with Dr.Idris.dunno whether i wanna stick to him or not.last time ngan Dr.Hamid Arshat.both docs are well-known.saje nak tkr angin plak dgn Dr.Idris since few ppl said dat the doc is quite good.my sis pon dulu go for her 1st baby with him.2nd baby ni i planned to keep the gender of my baby to myself.well, for me aku tak kesah gal/boy.janji sihat and jd anak yg soleh/solehah.jgn esk luse dah bsr memalukan name keluarga,adik-beradik malu nak mengaku adik sudah.

lps tau gender nnt br bleh start beli brg.so far bottle for newborn set + medela plastic milk storage je dah beli.sbb hr tu ade promo.later plan nak beli breast pad + breastpump medela plak.memandangkan previously susu aku melimpah ruah,aku plan 2nd baby ni nak bf je.save sket kan.heheh.so b4 g off bleh la simpan stock susu kt rmh.bj2 newborn sume kena beli br.Qaseh punye dulu some dah bg kt org,some dah xbape elok.so better get her/him a new 1 je la kan.xbyk benda sgt pon nak kena beli br.cot,bath tub,crib,baby carrier,stroller,car seat + napkins dah ade.benda2 kecik je la...last time we spent abt 10k for preparation + delivery.this time around half je kot.breastpump tu je la quite pricey sket.but it's saves a lot takpe la kan.

plan to deliver @ PMC, Bangsar again since my gynae serves thr.bkn nak menunjuk tp kalo dah xselesa takkan nak redah jgk g hospital krjn kan.i prefer to pay rather than menyeksa diri later on.kalo pegi hospital termahal skali pon tp kite xselesa ngan doc tu xkan nak menyerah diri kt sane jgk kan.hospital mahal pon doesnt mean dat they got the best doc in town...like my aunt,got her bad experience with Gleneagles for her dialysis.byr berbelas ribu end up urat die rosak.nak sue pon xguna bcoz they had an agreement b4.so nak xnak terpakse la terima.few mths jgk jari2 die xleh grk.sian die.

yesterday, i managed to get the perineal gel frm mc,mv.puas jgk mencr..it was suggested by my cousin actually.so nak jgk la try kot2 2nd time ni lg sng nak beranak kan.1st time dulu bleh di katakan sng jgk.tp kalo bleh nak lg sng.masih ku igt mcm mane sakitnye nak beranakkan Qaseh dulu.tp bile dgr experience org lain ade yg smp 16hours in labour room,i was so bersyukur sbb aku sakit few hours je.beranak the same day.admitted at 1.30pm, induced 3.30pm,water bag burst at 6pm and by then terus sakit bagai nak rak ok.akhirnye delivered at 9.15pm.lega gilerrr..huhuh.managed to deliver with normal,without epi but with vacum.mmg xlrt nak push dah time tu.confuse antara rase nak berak + rase nak beranak tu camne.teran2 tak kuar jgk.smp la doc hamid smp,die kate vacum je.aku berserah je la.time tu jahit pon dah tak rase ape.sbb sakit beranak tu mengatasi segalanye kot.bape jahitan aku kena pon aku tak tau.aku mmg penakut sket.bab2 belah,cucuk2 ni mmg idok lerr.harus aku pengsan.tp 2nd time ni relax sket coz dah ade experience kan.hopefully everything goes well.insyaallah...

semlm sempat jgk survey2 set pantang.last time aku pakai NR.tp tak pakai abis pon.sbb Qaseh kena jaundice.kekdahnye byk yg tak pakai dr pakai.hahah.yg btl2 aku pakai minyak herbanika,bengkung + gel tu je.pil tu mkn bape bjk je kot.this time around rase mcm nak try leesa formula plak.murah sket tp brg complete.siap ngan bengkung + batu tungku skali.how effective tu xtau laa.kena pk jgk benda2 camni.ade org sebok beli brg anak yg branded2 je.tp penjagaan bdn xksh sgt.but for me,kalo bleh nak slim blk mcm anak dara dulu.which is sgt impossible la kan.tp mane tau 2nd time ni aku berjaya mengembalikan ke bentuk bdn asal.but so far Mr. ok dgn bdn hr tu.die kate kurus sgt pon xelok jgk.hihi.ala2 supermodel jadian tu lupekan je la ek.hahah.

next entry will b about my check up or mayb abt my 4D scan.huhuh.